Your words fall on deaf ears tonight, my love.

smallinvaders @ 2009-10-01T01:14:00

2009-10-20T17:15:50Z

iamarrrwhyyy.tumblr.com

smallinvaders @ 2009-06-20T21:42:00

2009-06-20T13:48:45Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VERONICA PHUA MEI HUI! :D

ewww, you won't be around to motivate me to do work anymore ):

Drown out the crowd

2009-05-22T11:51:23Z

Hello, is it me you're looking for?

Wed night, went to Rebel with veron, diana and vivian. Was supposed to go over to Zouk for Mambo but yeah. Change of plans. haha. Got there around 10. Left around 5 in the morning. It was damn packed. Yest, stayed home to sleep. Today slept, went cycling awhile with mum. Back home, b came over and left arnd 5.30. Cycled to the park to play ball. And yes, back home. What a life. I need to work.

Still contemplating whether to go for re submission or just repeat. Kate hasn't decided yet either. NEED HELP, SERIOUSLY!!!!! #@$#(^&*&%

One More Time

2009-05-16T19:20:44Z

Game over or Resume?

Just stfu and go away. Or maybe I'm just not cut for this ):

What happened to your sweet summer time dress?

2009-05-05T17:04:03Z

Comatose, I'll never wake up without an overdose of you.

I NEEEED TO LEAVE EARTH (CAPS)! If only I could. I just need to get away from everyone and the crowd!
It's 12:43 am. Can't sleep yet! I feel like going out to bike or go running but lack of mood. Okay, a little bit of self contradiction here. Dental again tomorrow for tightening. Guessing it's a few more months till it's removed. May the weather not be such a killer later in the afternoon so I can do lots of work out and run like the wind. GOTTA STICK TO THE PLAN! Heading to the bed now for some teeeveeee! No, packing of room is necessary!

I less than 3 you very much.
-999999999999999999.99999999999999999
16th in 2 days.

So here I go again, chasing you down again.

Someday you'll see.

2009-04-30T18:57:27Z

Hello Mates,
I'M SICK!!! ):

Anyway, I'm going to miss my awesome group of friends/classmates. ):

Best mates!! :D

First picture together during Sketch up class! :D

Uniform Day :D

Last I.Studies Class.
Alex, JY, Laura wasn't there.

Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest.

2009-04-24T07:53:35Z

Finally done with fucking assessment! But suffering with thoughts of retaining/not getting into comm d or any of my choices. So slept pretty early last night. Packed my room, cleared all the works into the storeroom. Everything is sparkling clean and neat. Oh before I forget,

YIMEI, VERON, DIANA, THANKS A WHOLE LOT! From helping me with my work to coming to school with me to arrange my work on the table. Plus you guys didn't sleep that night before my assessment. I just want to say, thanks and I really appreciate what you all did for me. Without all your help, I'd probably be dead. Love you guys. Coming to help you later :D

Going to meet b now (:
And babe, thanks for helping me with my past works as well.
LESS THAN 3.

And I just got to know.

6th Nighh, 7th to come.

2009-04-20T08:04:36Z

Without sleep, you turn into this, me.

drink up with me now and forget all about the pressure of days
do what I say and I'll make you okay and drive them away
the images stuck in your head

Hello World, 6 consecutive nights without proper sleep is killing my eyes. Trying to finish up whatever I can. Dying, honest. Thurs is coming closer and closer, what seems like doomsday and watching that clock tick by the second is making me so nervous that I turn to chocolate, coffee and tic tacs. Oh god! so to sum up everything, my room looks just like the school basement now. MESSY! fuck ocd! I keep packing.

Haven't seen you in awhile, missses, much. ):
Less than 3.

Soon, I'll be sleeping like King Arthur.

Between The Bars - Elliot Smith</div>

people you've been before that you don't want around anymore
that push and shove and won't bend to your will
I'll keep them still

drink up, baby, look at the stars
I'll kiss you again between the bars where I'm seeing you
there with your hands in the air, waiting to finally be caught

drink up one more time and I'll make you mine
keep you apart deep in my heart separate from the rest
where I like you the best and keep the things you forgot

smallinvaders @ 2009-04-05T20:27:00

2009-04-05T12:54:01Z

Do I dare say this?
I'm in much mess now.

18 days on the clock. I'm not doing no shit about nothing but just thinking, much. Hell hole+Shit hole is me. Failure is just laughing at me now, just laughing and mocking me. I've lost all self motivation to stand on my feet again. Just eat me up, now.

We don't know how far we've come. Do we?
3 to 8th. Matter? Hope.

</div>
Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me,
I am small and needy
Warm me up and breathe me

Ouch, I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found
Yeah I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe

You found me lying on the floor,

2009-04-01T06:26:04Z

Just a little late, you found me

22 days to assessment. 7 days to 15th. I can't wait for 23rd to be over but neither do I want time to pass quickly. I need a getaway after that!
bye.

perfectlylessthan3, for you.

smallinvaders @ 2009-03-09T17:55:00

2009-03-09T10:14:26Z

Hockey yest! Syl kwa is playing for Div1 too! ((: Played UWC. Won 5-0 (i think) The sun was a fucking killer!
Slept a few mins past midnight. Did a bit of work before that and oh my god! I couldnt take it! To bed I went. So much for "oh man! cannot sleep ANYMORE!" haha! okay la! i'll try today! Woke up damn early to rush through illustrator cabbed to school around 2. Went to print my work and submit. Gave the teacher some excuse cause I could do better than that! So gotta hand in next monday! STRESSED!!!!!! @#%$^&^% Tmr, Drawing Fundamental review. Wed 2d review and CCS presentation (of all the courses, yes communication design has to fucking present this week! thanks!). Thurs 3D review and Fri Drawing Development! OMGAHH! OMGAHHH! im gonna die die die! I dont think I can take it! ): my brother just left for camp! eeewww, no one to talk to at home. ARGHHH! now ipod is being such a #()&$!!! I connected it to my mac and tried charging it with my pc last night! it doesn't fucking work anymore!!! like ive to reformat it which means all my songs gone! so pc is a no no for freddy(ipod) now.

I -9999999999999999 you ((:

Ouch, I lost myself again

2009-02-26T17:25:53Z

Moved. But well, random posts here will be fine I guess.
Currently hating anything & everything related to school. I really just want to leave and I don't know. Just get as far away as possible.

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

444644477777777999966688
Less than 3, always
I'd take it down to -999999999999999999999

Over & Done With

2009-02-05T15:14:58Z

Moving.

Catch me if you can.
Bye.

smallinvaders @ 2009-02-03T11:20:00

2009-02-03T03:20:55Z

smallinvaders @ 2009-01-25T22:55:00

2009-01-25T15:08:11Z

Sleep forever.

smallinvaders @ 2008-12-05T16:39:00

2008-12-05T08:44:36Z

I'm standing on the edge of everything I've never been before

I died.

smallinvaders @ 2008-11-27T01:59:00

2008-11-26T18:00:33Z

Hybernation.

Bye

Snip Snap Shot

2008-11-24T17:14:05Z

I'm gonna make this work
I'm gonna change everything wrong with me
I'm gonna prove you wrong
when I meet you in another life over again
I'm coming back around again
Coming back over again

try.

Cause all of this is all that I can take

2008-11-22T19:39:58Z

Said it once, Said it twice

According to my time table, I've to finish up my achromatic chart, magazine and 5 tonal matching by tonight. I'm so behind time. ):
And gastric is getting to me! Like real bad!

As I sail with you across the finest oceans
On our way to find the key to our emotions

Neat Freak

2008-11-22T08:50:05Z

DEAR OCD! ARE YOU KICKING IN?

I never had the gift of holding on to you

2008-11-20T18:27:51Z

I'm coming back around again

We're in such bad state, a big mess. I didn't mean to hurt you and honestly, we've come such a long way, its too late to fall back now.
& you've no idea how much I miss you.

I screwed up Drawing Fundamentals & 3D big time (retrival??). Next week, 2D followed by Drawing Development.

Don't wait for someone to tell you it's too late

After Tonight

2008-11-15T11:52:00Z

Cause It Ain't Good Enough.
& It Never Will Be.

Blood & Rust, Looking for someone to trust.

2008-11-11T18:28:41Z

But right now everything you want is wrong, and right now all your dreams are waking up,
and right now I wish I could follow you to the shores of freedom, where no one lives.
You would call, I'd call you back and then I'd leave a message on your answering machine.

We get high in backseats of cars

2008-11-11T17:59:41Z

We found a new kind of dance in a magazine
Try it out, it's like nothing you've ever seen
You sweet talk like a cop, and you know it
You bought a new bag of pot, so let's make a new start
And that's the way to my heart, it's the way to my heart
And that's the way we get by, it's the way we get by

smallinvaders @ 2008-11-11T23:40:00

2008-11-11T15:42:25Z

PISS OFF!